I got to talk to Casca.

The Elephant in the Room has not been addressed yet. I do not look forward to that conversation. I plan on apologizing for my actions, but I am very aware that nothing can apologize for violating someone like that. I also plan on apologizing to him for a few non-Eclipse actions that I have committed. It’s not going to be fun but it will need to happen. 

The Elephant in the Room aside, it was nice to talk to him. He was just as bold in his speech as I remember him being. He seemed to be doing as well as he could be, given the circumstances. He was rather tense, but it was something I honestly expected from him while talking to me. His dysphoria was bad enough that he didn’t want to talk in the AFAB vessel. I don’t know when I will get to talk to him again, but I really hope it can be sooner rather than later. He’s my lieutenant and shockingly enough I care about him. 

I really hope he doesn’t find this blog.