I’m never going to understand this world. I’m never going to grasp their obsession with youth. I’m never going to have the experience of youth here and learning about this world implicitly like I know about mine. This place will never make sense to me. 

It’s boring, grating, and corrupt. It’s a rotting world that I’ve been privileged to watch decay. Humans have replaced the commonplace atrocities of my time with a new, sadistic set that I can barely comprehend. 

It’s fascinating and I’m growing to love this world with all it’s flaws.