Mortality for the Deathless

I don’t know what happened to my body when I decided to come over here. From what one of the others tells me, it probably stopped functioning. I think I may have been sleeping at the moment I decided to come over.

Charlotte probably awoke to what she thought of me not breathing. There was probably a funeral. Guts probably either was enraged that he didn’t do it, or relieved it was over. I don’t dare assume what Casca felt.

Everyone I know and care about probably thinks I’m dead.

How am I supposed to feel about that?

What happens if I decide to go back?